10:24 AM
Doesn't it suck when your supposed friends just turn their back on you? After talking it over with AA, I have come to the full realization that I have every freakin' right to be upset for what * has done AGAIN.
Maybe she revels in finding ways to exclude me. Maybe she is an opportunistic conniving BIG (not little, anything but skinny and little!) biatch that discards all sense of loyalty and solidarity and just goes with the more fun friend?! Maybe I am just completely angry, unreasonable and irrational and that she has a perfectly logical explanation/excuse for doing what she did? But 2 times in a row?! Did she just conveniently "forget" to tell me? After talking it over with AA and J, I know i am not just angry, unreasonable and irrational. What she did was wrong! And the least she can do is own up to it.
I hate the fact that even if I am angry at her, the next time she comes my way, asking to hang out or check out my new residence, or some hullaballoo or the other, I will find my self smile and nod and just completely talk myself out of saying something to her. Instead, I will reason with myself and say, "Hay S, that's classic *. Sabta nalang". I hate it i hate it i hate it. AND I AM STARTING TO HATE HER (which scares me a little, because I am SERIOUSLY considering cutting all ties with her- AND i know that I am perfectly capable of doing so should I choose to. I can walk away and not look back.I can.)
WTF, with friends like these who needs enemies?! Seriously.
rant rant rant: I hate fucking interns who think they are God and have the nerve to order me around. An intern is an intern is an intern. And that is that. Go make coffee or something. Your existence is bothering me.
I am a vain bratty princess mean bitch today.
sam