10:02 AM
when it rains, it pours.
that, i think is the understatement of the century.
i feel as if i'm caught in a hailstorm of sad things.gloomy things.
i'm no longer excited, as previously mentioned. im waited out, emo'ed out.im blah about the whole thing. i thought talking about it would help but it hasn't. the mood hasn't lifted. now, i'm not only blaahhh but misunderstood too. i'm this evil ungrateful stoopid impatient girl who doesn't know what's good for her even if it shit her on the face.
i am also the victim of plain idiocy. why must the manual car be parked on the most outside spot when no one except the drivers who are currently out are able to drive them anyway?!a bottleneck is an understatement, its more like a bottle stop. a person can have 4 million cars but they all mean crap if you have this problem.
and as if my life weren't fun enough, i again have persistent chest pain. wtf? is this a foreshadowing of me suffering and then succumbing to a heart attack over christmas? that'd make it an even more perfect holiday then.
oh,i'm broke too.
and for good measure, let me just add that children's multivitamins are not a cure for chest pains. UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES.
i'm sorry. i'm just depressed.and needing a raincoat badly.
Labels: depressed, rain
sam