12:59 PM
Easter is supposedly the time for new things. a rebirth. shed the old, in with the new. it is representative of a new start, a new life...
i too have to get on with the new. like it or not. i loved my old life though. i loved what we had and shared. i didn't want to trade it in. not for a million bucks. not for anything.
but what if the life you love doesn't love you back anymore? what if the person you love doesn't love you the way he used to? no choice right? theres no use fighting if the one you're fighting for isn't there, or has given up, or doesn't want to fight for you anymore.
i didn't want to. i still don't want to.but i did and i have to.when you hurt tremendously and the other person is hurt tremendously, i think there is a point when it all has to stop. i don't want to hurt you anymore, please know that. and i will be honest and admit that i am still hurting.
may the easter bring you newer, better and brighter things. i will always wish the best for you, like i will always always love you. good luck and fly high...
easter is not without it's share of damages and booboo. rebirth is not without hurt and pain. i 'm broken now, like many easter eggs. but maybe someday, i will be new again.
Labels: broken, talking to myself, you
sam