12:01 AM
this weekend i cried buckets of tears. i let go of old dreams,and rearranged not so old ones.
this weekend, i was more honest to myself and my boyfriend than i have been in a long time, but i still continue to keep things hidden from the both of us.what things- i don't know
this weekend, my hopes were put out, rekindled, put out and rekindled again. sigh.
i won a little, lost a lot. loved a lot, lost a lot.cried a lot, and then won a lot. loved a lot.loved a lot. loved a lot.
i tried to write but i failed.
i gave up and then didn't.
i was okay and i wasn't too.
i'm glad it's over. i just want to be happy, and to not cry. no more drama please.
Labels: sad princess, talking to myself
sam