608 days

8:24 AM

To be more specific and I quote <3baby on this, "it really is 608 days of being together, or 21 months!". 608 days of togetherness is a momentous occasion right? So we made plans- plans of having a simple dinner of pasta and maybe a little something sweet after. We both rushed home from school/work. We both forgot the tomatoes:P (how creepy was that?!). We both cooked and then sat down to eat- but no, not in a table with flowers, place settings and candles- but in in front of the computer table. Why, you ask?! Because we are currently 8,000 heartbreaking miles apart and the only way we can see and talk to each other is via skype and webcam.<3baby is in danged down under and I am here. Does it suck?Here is my answer: There are times when I cannot help but sob and hate skype with a passion. There are times when I've gotten so sick of it that I want to do nothing more than just hurl my computer across the room (as if I have the strength/guts to actually do it dba? :P)But I cannot help but be grateful too-when I see my <3baby's smile, or witness how tight he hugs sampillow, or hear his everyday funny stories, or the hopeful way he blabbers on about his dreams for our future. I laugh and semi-melt slash want to cover my ears when he belts out those cheesy love songs that he dedicates for me (last night was no exception), but anyway...

So we ate, and unburdened each other with stories of how our day went. And we laughed, and cried. And argued a little, and then made up. 608 days more or less like this. And 608 days i wouldn't have spent with anyone else. I love you <3baby. Happy 21st!

Digressing: Some news made me sad yesterday. A good office friend F, sort of announced that he and the gf had gone splitsville. The gf is in Spain with their son, and the split would mean that little F would never be back here again. F would have to go to Spain to see him. I miss little F already and I want him baaaaacccckkkkk. Sigh. Are all ldrs bound for failure? They have a son and they didn't want to work it out? What are my chances then? Sigh. These thoughts are making me depressed...Feel better F. Good thoughts and karma for you and little F.

Labels: 21, 608 days, baby, ldr

sam

With friends like these, who needs enemies?!

10:24 AM

Doesn't it suck when your supposed friends just turn their back on you? After talking it over with AA, I have come to the full realization that I have every freakin' right to be upset for what * has done AGAIN.

Maybe she revels in finding ways to exclude me. Maybe she is an opportunistic conniving BIG (not little, anything but skinny and little!) biatch that discards all sense of loyalty and solidarity and just goes with the more fun friend?! Maybe I am just completely angry, unreasonable and irrational and that she has a perfectly logical explanation/excuse for doing what she did? But 2 times in a row?! Did she just conveniently "forget" to tell me? After talking it over with AA and J, I know i am not just angry, unreasonable and irrational. What she did was wrong! And the least she can do is own up to it.


I hate the fact that even if I am angry at her, the next time she comes my way, asking to hang out or check out my new residence, or some hullaballoo or the other, I will find my self smile and nod and just completely talk myself out of saying something to her. Instead, I will reason with myself and say, "Hay S, that's classic *. Sabta nalang". I hate it i hate it i hate it. AND I AM STARTING TO HATE HER (which scares me a little, because I am SERIOUSLY considering cutting all ties with her- AND i know that I am perfectly capable of doing so should I choose to. I can walk away and not look back.I can.)

WTF, with friends like these who needs enemies?! Seriously.

rant rant rant: I hate fucking interns who think they are God and have the nerve to order me around. An intern is an intern is an intern. And that is that. Go make coffee or something. Your existence is bothering me.


I am a vain bratty princess mean bitch today.

sam

Literally "Dressed Up" for Bob Marley Saturday, New House Sunday

5:54 PM

I have just woken up from a nap that I am not too sure whether long or short,only to realize that my weekend has gone by in a blur. With what? And that will be the subject of this post...:p

Saturday morning was spent sobbing over the death of George's dad after a minor swim which I justified as exercise. No, I am not really close to George.Yes. I am a pathetically late viewer of Grey's Anatomy, you can shoot me now.:P Saturday afternoon was spent at an undisclosed location with my cousin, K2, obsesseing about what else? CLOTHES. I barely had time to shower and get ready for baby A's baptismal birthday party at the Go's loud, noisy and happy house. Chef yumyum and good friend AA made a gorgeous cake. Funny coincidence though. I show up in a DRESS feeling overly dressed up, troop over to S and AA's room only to discover...THEY WERE one or the other BOTH IN DRESSES, LONG GOLD CHAINS, PEARLS AND ANIMAL INSPIRED PIECES..JUST LIKE MEEEE!

exhibit A :






















Whats funnier? We decided it would be fun to head over to Paseo to check out the Bob Marley thing going on. Yes. Dressed down, casual Bob Marley. and we were in dressed up DRESSES. M had the nerve to say that we were all part of the band, wasn't it obvious? And then, we managed to get in for free. hehe. Cheap thrills are the best! We had a hoot of a night and wrapped up at around 2. I am extremely grateful to have such hilarious friends :) Next time soon please~

exhibit B:



















I was suddenly woken up 8 am Sunday with the mass knock, so went to usual church and headed to the grocery after with babies, Tom and Ty, which is always an energy drainig task. I was dying to nap but Tom had other ideas- CCC ideas. So had lunch there and went to see the new houses after. WHOA. I was surprised to see the downstairs actually livable. I swear my mom is oc sometimes. hehehe. The babies' new house was prety too. Although i was ready to drop dead because of the heat and exhaustion, seeing the new house gave put me in moving mode and gave me the drive to start packing my books. I fell dead after and have woken up to here and now.:)

So I am talking to <3baby a little, and blogging, and chatting with AA, and just letting the remainder of my weekend pass away. I LOVE THE WEEKEND.

Random whine: I know im supposed to be patient but it seems like if I don't get semi-upset you don't start moving.grrr/sigh. i will try to do it myself even if i dont know a goddamn thing about it, just so i won't have to wait on your random productive moods.

Random dread: I am SOOOOO dreading work tomorrow. Goodbye princess, hello ALIPIN SAGIGILID. Just because you are w! doesn't mean you are superior. LECHE!

Randome gratitude: I am at least grateful that Kate and John will be aliping sagigilid with me.
Kat will be coming.
Tentative plans that K2 and I will see The Pursuit of Happyness after work. Please God.

I waaaant: 1.MY own personalised blog template. Will someone please surprise me??? Or better yet, genius Photoshop skills so I can do it myself in 2.5 seconds!2.My shades back !( I forgot them in Ma. damn damn damn LECHE)

sam

my first post.

7:29 PM

i have decided to start my very own personal blog because i feel that as each day passes by with boring, mundane and everyday tasks, my ability to capture life's "it-moments" in words is slowly fading away. i am scared to think thay my presently existing vocabulary and grammer skills (feeelinnngggg :P) are starting to dwindle, and that a day will come when i will be nothing more than the ditzy bimbo (minus the blonde hair) instead of the present ditzy bimbo with some semblance of intellegence that i )hope) i presently am. i know i know. i sound so yeeccchhh. hehe. oh i am bored too. and sort of jealous on how k manages to kill boredom by doing something semi-productive- BLOGGING (ummm, is blogging really productive? i will soon find out!) also, someday down the line, i want to give myself a hoot on how i once upon a time thought shallow issues could be sooo life pressing. so forgive the long entries. you don't have to read anything. this is purely for self entertainment ( and maybe self promotion..wheheeheh)


and of course the post would not be complete without my expected shallowness: i wannnnt those purple flats i saw at janilyn (895), to go shopping at 168.... and to maybe start a share your look account...also for my camera to be fixed..and some of that pizza my <3baby is eating ...heyyyy it is a friday so i can pigout..i miss my friend coco and it goes w/o saying my <3baby..i want something to wear for tomorrow too and manmanmanman..oh dadddyyyyyyy..hehehheh..that's it...<3xoxoxoox

sam