hurt

12:44 AM

in my exhausting, sad and very draining year of med...
given all the pages i had to read
formulas i had to memorize
nights of sleep i had to miss
assignments i had to complete
quizzes i had to cram for

i have never once said "to give me time to complete my assignments".

the hurt may have made you say it.or the anger. but anger doesn't lie.

now i know how you feel.

from now on, i will stay away.

moving turned out to be a blessing after all.

i wish you the best marks. really, no sarcasm and with all sincerity-i do.

Labels: hurt princess

sam

my virtual dna! <3 it!

4:59 PM

Labels: fun, meeee, vainbrattyprincess, virtual dna

sam

choose already

3:15 PM

To *:

Please choose who you want to hang out with already. I don't have time and effort to waste on someone who is fake, and who ditches me when she hears of something "cooler" happening. if you don't want to spend time with me, be upfront and say it to my face biatch! i much rather prefer the company of those who really want to be in my presence.
newsflash: i don't want to spend time with people like you either.

your vanity is your downfall.you had to post your pictures and now you're busted. you were never really sleepy that saturday night after my event. you just wanted to ditch me for your friend who very much resembles a sloth according to some very loved source.
so go ahead. because like what i said, with friends like you who needs enemies.

choose already. but to be honest, we both know you've chosen. and i applaud you for that choice. because i'm through with you.

this feels sooo very good.

Labels: *, angry princess, choose, rant, through

sam

STOP IT.

9:22 AM

stop it.stop it. stop it. stop it. stop it. STOP IT!!!!!!!!! all of you just stop it! NOW!

Labels: sad princess, stop it, tired tired princess

sam

breaking free of old chains and staying in some

5:46 PM

i've just come from my exit interview. i feel exhilarated, wonderful and alive. i am starting to break free of old chains that have made me look at my life and ask if this is really it. it feels like a tangible confirmation of what lies ahead for me. that something better lies ahead for me, waiting for me to devour and experience with all of my senses. i cannot wait for that rush of something new, something exciting, something that will fit me better that the present mold that i am in. something that will perhaps be the mold that i will want to stay in.

however, there are some chains that i am glad to be in. there are moments, as there are for anyone, when you feel the urge to break free of these too- when one is just tired,or frustrated or oh-so-very over it. but then one realizes, these chains mold you, they hold on to you and strengthen you, they steady you, and that you love them and they are there not only to weigh you down but to ground you. my <3baby, my family and friends like kate and mark are amongst these chains. with them, i am glad to be always tied up.

whoa.did the vainbrattyprincess just think?!:p

Labels: chains, samthoughts, smart princess, thinking princess

sam

shut out.

2:43 PM

i am shutting you out of my world.because you have been mean.because you are consumed by your problems that you think i'm a mind reader.because you snap when i was trying to be lambing.because you snap.because you snap.forgetting that i am doing this for you. i dont have to go.i don't need to go. i don't want to go.but i was going to. for you.but because you snap

i can be mean.
i can shut you out.

i will worry about my own mundane ,insignificant problems and you worry about yours.sounds like a good deal.

we will be shut out.

Labels: angry princess, brat, hurt, shut out

sam

tired.

8:51 PM

i'm tired
of moving
of staying still
of the usual
of same old
im tired
of routine
of boredom
of mundane

im tired :(
i want a new life. now.

Labels: sad princess, tired

sam

the vain part of vainbrattyprincess

10:37 AM

I don't know why, but for some unfathomable reason, I've been too lazy to really write about anything ever since I got back from Manila. Usually, the words just flow out of my head like a busted fire hydrant, but for the past 4 days or so, I've been a dry faucet, who has to be forced to spare a drop or two. Water shortage, or word shortage to put it more aptly and succinctly. Maybe because its summer :p


However, one thing I seem to have no shortage of whatsoever is my vanity. Again, I may have to blame it on the water. Maybe the water that I've been drinking is responsible for making me think that i look sooo pretty in the pictures that i've been taking lately. eewww i know. if i weren't myself, i'd loathe myself, but i am myself so i love my pictures.

but anyway, enough useless blabber. you be the judge...presenting my "pretty" (daw) pictures (eeewwwww...wehehehehe)

Labels: cam whore, eewww, pictures, pretty, sam, vain, vain sam

sam