11:03 AM
ever since my 23rd birthday, i've been hit with this constant gnawing feeling in my stomach that i am indeed getting old. i'm in my mid mid-twenties (does that make sense?) and i'm not really sure if i've accomplished anything significant and yet the clock continues to tick. and why do i especially feel the clock ticking, one may ask? its because of the following things i've noticed as of late:
1. on the day i turned 23, i started using olay total effects- the one that fights the seven signs of aging- and its actually worked! no this is not necessarily a good thing as it points out that i've had wrinkles and whatnot to actually correct -Old signs!
2. i've tried in vain to go to clubs like vudu to dance and party the night away but find myself stifling yawns instead.
3.i have arthritis!!!i can actually feel if its going to rain or not because of my aching left leg and sometimes right arm!
4.nights meant for going "club-out" are converted into nights of eating, coffee and long deep conversations (right cy? hehe)
5.its fun to stay home
6.a piso is still a piso and i actually feel the pinch even when i buy something as cheap as say 64 pesos. money doesn't grow on trees.
7.being a bum has somewhat lost its allure and having means to support oneself and be independent from the parentals seems more exciting.
8.the talk of marriage and kids is touched on more and more and it has steered away from being fantasy weddings and perfect kids but more into good solid marriages and raising good kids who will later become good people.
9.the notion of compromise is actually in my mind now and surprisingly, i am willing to engage in it at times (very rare times, but hey that's a start)
10.saturday mornings like these aren't spent sleeping in (as much) but contemplating the meaning of life and relationships, still checking up on work and figuring out how to get more moolah :p
geez, that's old. haha. thoughts?
Labels: deep princess, old, old princess, thoughtful princess, thoughts
sam