Confession time

3:45 AM

i'm guilty and it's time i confess. i'm jealous of my friend. while im soo ecstatic that she's found a new hand to hold, and someone to get kilig over (i don't really know if she really is kilig- to be honest), i'm jealous too. i want my own hand holding partner, and someone physically present to catch me from my dramatic swoon because he said the most swoon worthy line (i will leave you to imagine what that line is to you lest i make you gag). i want the physical contact, the physical nauseauting mushiness. i want. i want. i want. i want a date to this ball thing (if i end up going! and if friend will have a date, and i undoubtedly think she will, i want them to have a great mushy time without the annoying third wheeler a.k.a MEEEE). i want it to be fun prom night.sigh sigh. i want my baby here.i want my someone to be here with me too.:(... and if that makes me the green eyed monster then i'm guilty as charged. i confess.

Labels: baby, friendship, jealous princess, missing

sam