i had a realization today. i saw something online which has lead me to a or perhaps THE conclusion about c. I think our friendship is over. It is bittersweet; to be perfectly honest more bitter actually than sweet. i guess there is no turning back. if she doesn't care then why should i. i know it sounds childish but the reality is that if someone is not willing to invest in you, why should you exert effort in investing in that person. I am thankful though for our years of friendship. It was fun while it lasted. I'll miss her but I will find new friends as she will and has. We've started to live separate lives and I don't think there is a turning back. I guess that's it. Time to close the door on that.
Labels: bittersweet princess, c, life, moving on, over
ok, i've been trying to ignore this for a few weeks now, but i keep on getting dreams about c. does this mean i've got to talk to her? what do i say? i'm not even exactly sure if i'm mad at her or her at me..what do we both say? and what do we do with the fact that we've been sort of ignoring each other's existence on skype for the last month or so?
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