crossing my fingers again :)

7:26 AM

lets hope that:

my big person gesture number 2 gets some good results.
my baby has a safe trip, gets to Manila on time so he has plenty of time to catch his connecting flight to meeee :)

Labels: crossing my fingers, hopeful princess, hopes

sam

good luck to me and my baby

10:46 AM

I joined a contest. I hope I'm one of those who wins. Please God. Also, my baby has a test in a bit. I hope he does well. Please God. Please please God. Good luck to us...i'm crossing my fingers!

Labels: baby, crossing my fingers, good luck, please God, praying princess

sam

Better late than Never

5:50 PM

Belated Happy Father's Day to the absolutely best daddy in the world : DADDY WY!!!! I love you. Thanks for all the spoilage daddy. mwah mwah mwah. bwahahahah. I love you daddy, seriously :D


Picture courtesy of Tyrell. hehehehe. love you daddy.xoxoxox

Labels: best dad, daddy wy, father's day

sam

congested...boooooo

11:10 PM

a lot of things have happened. my mind is swimming of topics to blog about. but grrr! this damn calm-before-the-cold is killing me and is making me all congested.why does my immune system have to be such a wimpy pushover????!!!! i hate it. booooooooooooo.

and like how this god awful cold is somehow blocking the air from fully getting into my system, not to mention making me extremely grouchy and uncomfortable, it is also blocking my thoughts into developing into one (or more) coherent and possibly insightful musings and post/s about my mundane existence. did i mention that i hated it? i will say it again. I HATE IT!!!!

Labels: colds, congested princess, grouchy princess, grrrr, sick princess

sam

a reminder to myself

9:16 PM

Thinking of dog names has forced my mind into overdrive. And although I've come to be very happy with the names that we settled on for the puppies ( Hershey, Lucky and Cocoa Chanel), my now name-awakened mind is refusing to rest and has resorted to thinking of cute names- cute human names. Hold your horses- having babies is not part of the immediate plan-yet but i think there really is no harm in being all girl-scout and ready (Also I'm scared that hours of excruciating labor will leave me exhausted and just plain cranky and my kids will end up with totally forgettable names like..*^&%&..let's not mention any lest we offend any..hehe :p)! And so everyone who reads this shall be my witnesses..please please please in the event that i have children, please remind me that I've picked out these names already so they can be put to good use and this post as well as the amount of time spent thinking beforehand is also not put to waste :) Here goes my list (With proper heading of course)

Pretty names for kids in the event that i end up with J.
-Second names not completely thought of yet
-names ma be combined with each other to make up first and second name

Annika James
Aidan Skye
Jiro something or something Jiro (maybe Benjamin..Ben for my dad)
Jordan something or vice-versa
Sophia Anouk
Anoushka
Taylor
Annielle


I've forgotten the rest.:p I know. I know. This is a cuckoo post and has to stop. And so it stops now. :)


P.S. One more thing: If i get a gold lab puppy, I wanna name him kernel (because corn kernels are gold!) heheh or Tink because Tinkerbell has gold hair! :)

Labels: crazy princess, cuckoo, jason, kids, names, reminder

sam

poppies

6:59 PM

my dog seki had poppies today..hehe..make that puppies, the poppies are simply jason's aussie pronounciation :) so tyrell, tiny and i named them: hershey (ty's), lucky (mine and jason's) and cocoa channel (tiny's). soo cute! i love poppies


p.s the poppies got me thinking...how come no one batts an eyelash when dogs suddenly get prego? we didn't even know seki was prego until she gave birth today! how major right? if people carried over their understanding about dogs to other people, i think the world would be a much better place. wala lang. just sharing.

Labels: cocoa chanel, cute poppies, dogs, hershey, lucky, prego, wala lang princess

sam

the first steps?

9:39 PM

My bigger person gesture got results. I got a reply today. Are these the first steps to rebuilding? We'll all see...testing the waters now...


p.s. on a totally unrelated and jologs note, i can't wait to watch the buzz tomorrow!!!! i saw interesting pictures of gretachen baretto in the internet (specifically chuvaness' blog) and i cannnnt wait for her explanation! i know i know! jologs! hahahah. shhhh... I LOVVVVEEEE/ (hate) the buzz! :p

Labels: bigger person, first steps, gretchen baretto, jolog princess, pondering princess, the buzz

sam

the bigger person...and shopper :)

7:20 PM

last night jason said, "someone has to be the bigger person". i fell asleep thinking about those words and woke up today thinking "yeah. i can do that.be the bigger person" so i did. well i hope what i did was bigger-personish. i wrote * a letter of sorts, sort of explaining my sudden disappearance from the universe. i was upfront, honest, direct, sincere and hopefully very bigger-personish. it felt good.no, it felt really really really good (insert huge smile here). i felt like a really good pedicurist cut away that annoying ingrown nail that just sits there, slightly annoying the hell out of me. i don't know what will happen next but i am content with what action i took. content and happy. again words of wisdom from my baby- "that's the reaction you need to get after writing an honest letter." so smart this baby, isn't this bigger person so lucky?! :p

after that, i went to sm with my sisters and dropped by sepa. i'd been itching to go for about a week now. we found some gorgeous vintage inspried necklaces. and that was when it happened. the bigger person morphed into the bigger shopper..and bought herself a fab necklace. (maybe as a self pat on the back for being the bigger person hehe :p)

and so after that, the self proclaimed bigger person went home, very happy and very content, albeit with a much much smaller wallet.

Labels: baby, bigger person, happy, happy princess, jason, necklace, sepa, shopping, shopping princess, thinking princess

sam

the conclusion with c

11:05 PM

i had a realization today. i saw something online which has lead me to a or perhaps THE conclusion about c. I think our friendship is over. It is bittersweet; to be perfectly honest more bitter actually than sweet. i guess there is no turning back. if she doesn't care then why should i. i know it sounds childish but the reality is that if someone is not willing to invest in you, why should you exert effort in investing in that person. I am thankful though for our years of friendship. It was fun while it lasted. I'll miss her but I will find new friends as she will and has. We've started to live separate lives and I don't think there is a turning back. I guess that's it. Time to close the door on that.

Labels: bittersweet princess, c, life, moving on, over

sam

because im superstitious im posting this! wwaahhhh! huhuhu

9:47 PM

This is the ZODIAC HOROSCOPE for you
Once you have read this, there's no turning back. Below are the original descriptions of the 12 zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologic predictor. Read your sign, then forward/repost it on, with your zodiac sign and label on the subject line, This is real deal, try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there.


SCORPIO - The Addict
EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humour. Energetic. Predict future. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forward.


VIRGO - The One that Waits
Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward.


LIBRA - The Lame One
Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! however not the kind of person you wanna mess with ... u might end up crying... 9 years of bad luck if you do not forward.


ARIES - The Liar
Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, Addictive. Loud. 16 years of bad luck if you do not forward.


AQUARIUS - Does It In The Water
Trustworthy. Attractive (exagg, pwede na ung Cute!) Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being in long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out. 2 years of bad luck if you do not forward.


GEMINI - Irresistible
Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good in the you know where... Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE. 9 years of bad luck if you do not forward


LEO - The Lion
Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward.


CANCER - The Cutie
MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high appeal. Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak. Spontaneous. Great telling stories. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to. 12 years of bad luck if you do not forward.


PISCES - The Partner for Life
Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. 5 years of bad luck if you do not forward.


CAPRICORN - The Passionate Lover
Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future. Irresistible. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. Cool. Loves to own Gemini's in sports. Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart. 24 years of bad luck if you do not forward.


TAURUS - The Tramp
Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth! 15 years of bad luck if you do not forward.


SAGITTARIUS - The Promiscuous One
Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give.
Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone They meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in the you know where..!!!
Not the kind of person you wanna mess with- you might end up crying. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forward.
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Labels: bad luck, do not read, supersticious princess, waahhh, zodiac

sam

meet the brand new yaya! :).... MEEEEEEE

9:31 PM

the next two days re bound to be challenging; my cute cousins tom-tom and tyrell have just arrived from their hong kong vacation, and their mom has left me to be in charge for 2 days while she goes back to hk for work! and get this- with no yaya!!! will i survive the next to days? heheh, hellppppppp! :p

Labels: fun, help, tom-tom, tyrell, yaya princess

sam

is this a sign???!!!

10:57 PM

ok, i've been trying to ignore this for a few weeks now, but i keep on getting dreams about c. does this mean i've got to talk to her? what do i say? i'm not even exactly sure if i'm mad at her or her at me..what do we both say? and what do we do with the fact that we've been sort of ignoring each other's existence on skype for the last month or so?

and another thing, * just left me a multiply message. do i be the bigger person and reply? or is plan ignore still in full effect? hmm....what do i say? do i let on that i do know about her lying????


this is beginning to sound like an advice coloumn letter! somebody! anybody! HELP!!!!!

Labels: *, c, confused princess, dilemma, help, hmmm, problem

sam

P.S I want kids who look like them!!!!

9:01 PM

maybe not right now, but when i do, i want to have kids as cute as these- these are tyrell, boobie and kulas. sooooo cute!

Labels: cute, i want, kids, wahhhh, weird princess

sam

aaahhhhhhhhh I NEED THIS AGAIN!!!!! I want to be bantayan by my baby in Bantayan! NOW!!!!!

8:53 PM

I WAANNNNNNTTTTTTT! AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN BUT WITH MY BABY NA! I NEED SOMEONE TO BANTAY ME IN BANTAYAN. AND NAA SAD KOY BANTAYAN SA BANTAYAN :P

Labels: baby, bantayan, mushy princess, wahhhh

sam

quarter-life crisis (i think) among other things...

8:08 PM

although i am 2-3 years shy of being a quarter of a century old, i really feel that lately i have been going through a quarter-life crisis, if such a thing is scientifically and/or truly plausible. the last 3 weeks have been spent in deep exploration in the quality of friendships that i have made and the quality of life that i am living.

i think of my good friend (good friends don't have to be years old) kate when i reflect and come to the conclusion that as you go through life, you truly truly realize who your true friends are-as cliche as that sounds. your so called numerous friends dwindle down and one considers herself lucky if the ones that have stuck around can be counted with one hand.

i've also had those moments when i couldn't help but ask myself if this is really it. is this really my life? is this all? what about the great things that i dreamed of doing? arrggghhh so many questions.yup, classic case of quarter life syndrome i think!

others days i wake up with one ambition after the other. i wanted to go back to medicine on monday.try law last wednesday, and tonight at dinner mentioned to my dad that i am interested in taking a fashion merchandising course in new york. a trip to paseo opens my mind to the yearning of opening a stall to sell my wares there and thursday and friday were committed to thinking up names for my beloved fantasy shop. oh lest i forget, the idea of teaching koreans english has been toyed with over the week as well. sigh. WHAT IS WRONG WITH MEEEEE?????

the one thing that i am hapy and stable about is my relationship with my baby. i hope i don't jinx it when i say that it has been smooth sailing and the horizon seems clear as we sail into our second year anniversary. i am fortunate ( i know that now more than ever) that i have a boyfriend who listens to me patiently as i babble on (although i am not sure if he is secretly planning out the most efficient way to tape my mouth shut or perhaps the most discreet way of putting in ear plugs. hehe) about my dreams, gossip, useless chatter, and whatnot. i know i should just leave it at that right? one shouldn't fix what isn't broken, but then evil psycho vain bratty princess comes out and i wonder if i am heading to the path of the individual who only defines himself through his relationship with his significant other. aaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i don't want to be on that path. those are the kind of women (in my opinion) whose husbands, after so and so supposedly good years of marriage, suddenly pack up and leave them. NOOOOOOOO!!!

so again, i have to implore and ask. what the hell is wrong with me? am i a classic case of a quarter life syndromey patient or am i just bored and need to get out? in need of good kissing perhaps? or a good old fashioned date or gossip session? i don't now!!!!somebody help me please!:p

Labels: aahhhhhh, bored, crazy princess, help, quarter-life crisis

sam